Starry, Strange Night (or nights)
Monday, June 8th, 2009Tom insisted I accompany him to New York City. On the way we stopped at Wilson’s garage, where Tom introduced me to his mistress, Myrtle. it is strange; Myrtle is everything Daisy is not. Daisy is refined, stylish, always suggestive of a coolness belonging to the privileged. Myrtle is thick, garish and always bordering on the ridiculous. Lacking any money of her own, Myrtle is entirely reliant on Tom for her luxuries. Yet, Myrtle maintains a pretense of having her own riches. It was a strange night. Despite Tom’s affair with the Mrs. Wilson, he apparently does love Daisy. The adulterers had a fight over Daisy, ending with Tom breaking his mistress’s nose … There was this very strange couple in attendance; the husband was a photographer …He got very drunk; so did I…
It occurs to me, that perhaps I ought to talk to Daisy about Tom. Although, I suppose it is not really my place to pass judgement on their marriage.
A while later I was invited to a Gatsby party. I ran into Jordan. There is something about her, this hard, compactness that not only describes how she looks, but it is as though her physical presence is an outer expression of who she is. I am inexplicably drawn to her; perhaps it that she is so careless, while I am cautious; she is dishonest, which I do not really mind in her, but I am forthright. I can not bring to the forefront of my mind why, or even what, about Jordan pulls me in. Well, I will continue to dwell on the matter.
I have not mentioned Gatsby. It was at this first party I met him-did not recognize him. He stole Jordan away for a bit; I wonder why. Gatsby is an interesting man. His guests spend their time at his party gossiping and guessing about him; I suspect they do not know him at all. I suppose no one ever really knows another person. Gatsby has this way about him, like a live model, always perfectly posed and composed. His words are almost scripted-so perfect and chosen they are. It is strange, no one appears to know much of him, yet he is so obviously concerned with the opinion of those same people. Paradox.








